In the time between

Things are.. stable. Depressing, heartbreaking, fatiguing, but stable. Not only is my sister expecting, but so is my psychiatrist. I know I shouldn't care  about that. I swear I know that. But my OCD won't believe me.  My "kid thing" shouldn't make me pause, eyeing the one qualified psychiatrist I've ever had  and wonder if … Continue reading In the time between


Efficacy of pharmaceutical drugs/[pot

Prozac, Zoloft, Abilify, Tegretol, Lexapro, Paxil, Fluoxetine, Cymbalta, Risperdal, Xanax. Xanax has caused me so many fucking problems. In a psychiatric hospital, a trained mental health nurse, whatever they call them, stopped me cold turkey on my Zoloft. Prescribed by my doctor and confirmed by my parents that I had been taking it for over … Continue reading Efficacy of pharmaceutical drugs/[pot